*does a little dance*

I've got a four day weekend ahead of me (Friday + weekend + Monday), and next week SATs! Wish me luck :) !!

I wasn't too optimistic 2 weeks ago, but Natalie said if I woke up every morning telling myself I could get what I wanted to achieve then I'd gain the good results I wanted. And in two weeks I've definately turned my attitude towards it around. I'm so much more positive about it now. I'm positive I can get level 7 in Science, English and even Maths if I try hard.

After all, I can only do my best, so please don't be expecting anything more than that please. :)

I've been beta-reading Dad's novel and it's really good, I've done two chapters so far and hope to do some more on my day off on Friday as well as further revision. I need to get back into the habit of revising; there are the clever people out there who don't need to but unfortunately I'm not one of them and although I'm bright I still need to put the effort in.

I realized also that, if I can analyse the text that my Dad's written and give good feedback, I should do it in my Comprehension reading tests in SATs :)

Aaaand on an ending note, I always think that I want don't want to die. It seems scary and obviously no one can possibly say what happens or whether we have a soul or not or whether that soul will feel the same. Some people reckon we're not really in touch with our souls because we're in a mortal body. Anyway, then I realize that, the world basically is falling apart. I find the development of genetic modification and AI more scary than the concept of dying. And then generally the world is being torn apart by humans. So I think it would be worse and scarier to live in a world where you didn't know what was going to happen from one day to the other, rather than dying. So tbh I'd rather die and not be here while everyone else has to endure the horrific things people have created in this world. But is that selfish? I mean, should I be trying to do something to better the Earth? Natalie said earlier that even if we did try to make an impact, the Earth is vast and it would take more than possibly half the population to make it right. And no one is going to. Because a lot of us are lazy ****ers.