On Depression

I don't mean to be a killjoy and ramble about such things, but observations are hard to ignore.

It's only really a small observation, but I can tell when I'm fine and when I'm not. The defining thing usually comes from being unbothered about something that would usually make me jealous, question myself or otherwise feel worse about things. If I can easily brush it off, I'm not on a low. If otherwise... if it lingers, I dwell too much on it, it occupies my every thought and I just can't shake that horrible feeling of paranoia or whatever,  that's what defines it, for me, most of the time.

Clearly I think too much.