Because of the fact that technically I've had two and a half weeks off from school, plus weekends, it almost feels like a full month off. I always find a single week for half term a bit less, but two weeks always too much. For Christmas it's fine; I'd rather be anywhere than at school during that particular period of the year.
But I'm bored! I do things, yes, during the day - write, draw, watch movies and television, compute (lol, yes, as in computing... not the robot processing sense of the word). I clean, tidy, organize. I read. I drink. I eat. I sleep.
But there's nothing really to get me up in the mornings or make me go to bed at a suitable, sensible time. The fact is that when I get bored of the day, I'll go to sleep, and wake up at whatever time I feel like. :/ Blehh. I'm sure I could do with a little more fresh air but I feel like being an urchin. Maybe that's my problem.
Anyway, yes I did mention writing amongst all that. (: No secrets will be revealed, you'll just have to wait! Sometimes I might post little snippets of first drafts, or after first drafts have been slightly tweaked and edited. I'd love feedback on these small extracts, if anyone has any to offer. You'll get ultimate love for that. <3 <3
I'm finding, as always, really annoyed by most people that I spend my schooltime with. I don't want to talk to them online. It's boring. I see them everyday at school and have to put up with them talking about themselves, their lives, their interests, their aspirations, dreams, hopes, fears, their constant whining and nagging. Blehh. It's why I hardly ever want to go places with them at weekends and during holidays - because to me, that time is away from school for a reason. I know this attitude has a downside to it and a very good counter-arguement - friends made during schoolyears are a few friends for life. But the fact that I see them everyday and spend my lunchtimes and breaktimes with them really bores me. A lot of them do bore me. NONE of them give me a challenge. NONE of them make me really appreciate them properly. Am I a bad person for being bored by them? They don't have any intrigue to them, no, not any more. I don't really find my age-group the perfect people to befriend.
I find them immature, lacking in a good sense of humour and very rude. I don't know if I'm like this, but I'd at least like to think that my humour is well-polished, that I'm mature for my age and at least know what I'm talking about and when I need to install my manners to the situation.
Any thoughts on teenagers? A lot can be snotty. Hardly any are shy anymore. If you're shy, it means you're weak. Thats the impression I get from a lot of people. If you're nice, it means you're a ponce. If you're rude, it means you're cool. SINCE WHEN? If you don't listen, it means you're 'hard'. Pff, yeah right. I'm very annoying because I don't listen when I don't want to. If I don't want to hear it or don't like it I will try to ignore it or black/block it. But it's like running away and the best way is to face it. It's the only way they learn.
Most teenagers are selfish, unappreciative (is that the right word or...?) rude, arrogant and think they're top dog. Pff, I think teachers should have the right to give them a good disciplining - if their parents won't do it or can't face up to the responsibility of keeping their kids toeing the line, who will? No one.
Am I a ruthless out of control teen? I hope not .__. - were you one? xD I wanna know what you all think about this. I've given my views. Saying that, there are some rare and very lovely people. I can understand it because of hormones but still. It can't all be blamed on that. It can't all be blamed on parents or upbringing or the environment they go home to either.
Bleh... I think it's rant over. xD
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