Wow...

I can't believe I last updated on Twig's 4th birthday! (Well, what would have been if he was still here with us!)

So happy birthday darling! I still miss you lots, still have little crying sessions clutching your little pot of ashes to my chest, letting my tears splash all over it (sorry I made it all soggy heheh) but I think I'm gradually getting there. The unit we did in our R.E lessons was a big help - it told me how long it would take for me to be 'over it' properly. Well, 2 years? That's rubbish. I'll never properly be over it. He was like my little baby <3 but even then, yes, I think after 2 years I'll be okay. =)

I'm not going to scatter the ashes, because I want a shrine for him in my house (whenever I get one). I can't really make one now - but I have three more days left of school before the Easter Holidays. I have 2 days and 2 weeks off (we don't go to school on Good Fridie and we have an inset/teacher training day on the Thursdie.

Summer term starts on Monday April 7th. Just so you all know (:

Okay so, loads of stuff has happened since I last updated! Dad's birthday, my birthday, Christmas (I thank -everyone- for all the great presents. Especially Nat, Dad and Mum <3 =) Thanks so much guys). Then there was Natalie's birthday, I got her some sweets, because for Christmas we got each other some Allivan's wands (much duels have ensued!) and I bought her an 80GB Ipod as well (thats like the second biggest or something... well, probably not anymore but =D)

Mums birthday, mothers day, mums side of the family came round to inspect Craig (lol, I make it sound so funny. It was quite good actually, Craig's mums really nice and she makes me laugh, despite how much he complains about her.)

I've been doing some writing, LOTS of drawing, quite a bit more of gaming, I've had my school report, my interim report ( that one came first).

Wow, LOADS of stuff has happened. It's been probably around 5-6 months since I updated; how the time passes! I was going to update at Christmas but everything kept me occupied =D I was going to update soon but I never got round to it! So here I am.

I'm year 10 next year; this time next year I'll be on work experience! I've chosen German, RE, Art, and Food Tech. I know it seems a bit :/ wtf?! but thats what I chose, with Geography as my reserve choice incase I don't get into any of the last three. I'm bound to get German; it's my first language. I'm thinking of picking it up at College as well =)

So thats all the news for now really. I'm dead excited x] about going shopping with Natalie! We're gonna go to Afflecks palace and the Manchester Primark =D I'm reallllly looking forward to it - she gets back from Greece in 10 days, on the Monday I'm off on my first week of Easter hols. I'm going to buy some candles and some incense to burn for Twig and then I really will set up the Shrine somewhere... but I'm not sure where yet :/

=) I'm generally happy. and I dont know why! Life's just about great at the moment. It could be a lot better but I'm happy with it at the moment. Just don't go downhill. xD dont die please, anyone =D

I think thats all I really need to say. I'll be updating soon =D Oh yes, and I'm going to stay with Nat in her house in the summer =)

xxxx